yay skyblog ^_^

i'm having a proper adele-fest, i was before i watched skins and now i am again just after that ending?! I CRIED. i didn't even used to WATCH skins, how am i this affected?! maaahhh it's sad :(
weather's dead nice today. i know i should still be sad about skins but y'know :P summerrrr?
ah so. it somehow doesn't feel like i actually need to be working just cause that massive english thing isn't for tomorrow, i still have loads to do but hm. i'm nearly finished the bell jar, i'm also nearly suicidal and there is definitely a link. christ. i like the character though, still, and i did at the start so whatever. good book.
i want to make a mixtape, i wish i could ¬_¬ whatever lol. i might have a bath though?! CRAZY. i need to just do it, i can't put off such a trivial thing for much longer than twelve years. i'm gonna sleep at seven though, hopefully not til tomorrow :P
nothing's going on so i don't have anything to blog about really.
home glooory, i can't stop listening.
i've been walking in the same way as i did
missing out the cracks in the pavement and turning my heel, strutting my feet
'is there anything i can do for you dear? is there anyone i could call?'
no and thank you please madam, i ain't lost, just wandering
round my hometown memories are fresh
round my hometown, the people i've met are the wonders of my world
ah so i just watched home and away and i cried at that too?! WHY IS THERE SO MUCH SAD TV AROUND? :'(
it feels like a weekend, i need to motivate myself. i feel a wave of energy though so i might be able to in a bit.
'bnj miss web cam please j ai hate de te voire en live mon email
www.djamelcanastel@hotmail.fr
welcom to algeria miss.'
loll.
i just had a rant at my parents about how david cameron and co should be BANNED from facebook and youtube cause it's JUST WRONG that they're on there. lol, wankers.
ah i should go, i literally have nothing to say. i'm gonna try and watch that dispatches immigration programme that looked OH-SO dodgy ¬_¬ 'immigration, the inconvenient truth' teehee. laters anyway.

baby, i know you're hurting. right now you feel like you could never love again. now all i ask is for a chance to prove that i love you. from the first day that i saw your smiling face, honey i knew that we would be together forever. ooh, and i asked you out, you said 'no', but i found out darling that you'd been hurt, you felt like you'd never love again.
i deserve a try honey, just once. give me a chance and i'll prove this all wrong. you walked in, you were so quick to judge, but honey he's nothing like me. i'll never break your heart, i'll never make you cry. i'd rather die than live without you, i'll give you all of me honey that's no lie.

lyrical genius. just read that lol, imagine someone saying it. how could you not laugh?! i'd rather DIE than live without you. i'll never make you cry - ohh fortune tellers are we, although bsb are totally capable of that i have no doubt. they are the exception to men in general, actually they get extra points cause they can get away with using fifty lines a verse and i still love them. GODS AMONG MEN. i love how half the songs are like damn women, abusing my romantic nature. not in a hating-women way, just in a damn them, i'm so vulnerable way. ah <3
i'm very anti-men today, i'm wary of those y12s i saw yesterday and don't trust them at all - but i've decided ignorance is bliss and i don't want to know anything about the stuff i can't remember. anyway lol.
tomorrow :( work :( mah :( it's gonna be diiire. ah well, least some of the stress might disappear, unlikely but whatever.
ah. i have nothing to blog about lol 'cept bsb excitement. i'm not even in a particularly good mood but they do this to me :P i should make a tomorrow plan i spose. i'm gonna take a bath, i've decided. but work wise lol umm two english essays which i'm meant to time to two hours, french coursework. spanish, dunno don't care, that'll sort itself out. or i hate craig so i hate doing her work. my exam and all but fuck it. i think she deleted her facebook, or blocked me as did nick the brickett INDIEROCKNICK lol. wanker.
ohhh i wanna find the stoners from last night on facebook but i don't know their names or what they look like properly, 'cept adam with the fun scarf. damnit.
on a funnier note:
'hello
how are you ?
you are so sexy
send me you adress msn'.
that's classy dude. but funny ^_^
aanyway i'll go. laters!

hiya. i'm not willing to do any work so here i am.
going out last night succeeded in making me not care about work in the slightest, WIN. it's obviously kind of bad but i'm feeling a bit rough so whatever, maybe i'll do some later tonight. i only really need to have worked on my spanish a bit and done the french coursework by monday anyway. oh shit lol, two hamlet essays as well. ah fuck it she doesn't expect much from me anyway.
i just watched la haine, DAMN GOOD FILM. i love vincent cassel, i doooo. jusqu'ici tout va bien. ah.
so last night was interesting, i've lost a few hours of my life but i stole a lot of books and lost them, as well as clothes and my bag - though the bag's found, dunno why lindz has it but i'm sure it made sense at the time. turns out flashing barstaff does get you served quicker :P i didn't FLASH them lol, ben was just like pull your top down a bit, funny. okay it was funny at the time, more when he tried to push his together - 'it isn't working!'. aaanyway. i spilt three pints lol, skillz. aaaand... went in the gatehouse for the first time ever, challenged tom's racial prejudices.. other than that i'm starting to worry a little bit about what happened that i don't remember, but i'm gonna stop and just assume it was fine, as i seem to be home. i was covered in mud and cuts this morning though, i looked slightly homeless.
i might not go out for a bit anyway, lack of money is a problem but i really need to start working soon. i'm determined not to fail now, just a bit delicate to work at this exact moment. i usually go out on saturdays anyway so i feel like i've gained a day everytime i realise it isn't sunday.
ahh.
i actually can't believe i haven't done a single piece of work in two weeks. what the hell. i can't even remember what i did with my time, i only read like two books as well. hmmm. but no, no one's going fail. it'll all be fiiine.
i briefly considered diary writing today but i've quashed that idea as i think it'd lead to me thinking too much about everything and that isn't good really. so if i blog it then it's normal amounts of thinking things over.
ah jimmy eat world truly do have the answers to life ^_^
anyways i'll go watch some more house i think. i still feel sick, wow.

so as elle suggested - for she is a genius - 'one day i shall write out a list of all the people i wish to marry, identify what it is that makes me most want to marry them, and find the perfect person who embodies all of the criteria :D. it shall be fun.' and THAT IS WHAT WE SHALL DO. i have stolen her idea and it'll be twice as awesome this way :P
so, who do i wish to marry? okay drawing a blank here. right, i don't want to marry any of these, just aspects of them lol:

damien saez - french + political in a good way + wonderful songs
bernard black, not even dylan moran - wine + lots of books + bloomsbury + generally amazing accent
sacha baron cohen - beauty + satire/politics + funny (not in a stupid ali g way away from the cameras hopefully :P)
guillaume canet - french + beautiful (superficial yay)

talking to elle about this on msn just highlights our differences in taste in men lol, funny ^_^

ewan mcgregor - accent + politics + goes on adventures + doesn't fear musicals
yossarian from catch-22 - am i allowed fictional characters?! i get the impression he was fat though i don't think it said it anywhere, random. anyway - truthful + a fan of life + was generally hugely passionate about things
whoever invented razzles - cause anyone who improves my life that much has to be my perfect match
ryan adams - accent + guitarish and generally ace music + countryish
jim adkins - loveliness + epic songs + fun tours that go with the marriage, travel
hugh dancy - POSH TOTTY. lol totty. basically cause he's hot and in shooting dogs which is an amazing film
the complete opposite of david cameron except for gender - cause why the hell wouldn't i just jump that guy on sight?

wow this is complicated lol. it's looking to be someone who writes songs, which i probably wouldn't actually like at all, but maybe.. they're all obv. famous so it doesn't actually reflect reality. happy people.. political (by that i basically mean encouraging young people to vote or being left wing and laughing at americans), someone pretty with an accent or just foreign in general. who likes life, a whole lot.
this isn't really helping lol.
ah i might have to come back to this and add to it as the need arises. for now, i shall go to bed. night!