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i had the weirdest dream last night, it was slightly fun and slightly creepy and very confusing. i think we were all in like a big house before prom, that's like y13 and y11 too though we didn't see many y11's.. and we were just doing random things to amuse ourselves until prom happened. for one part i was lying on a bed with a random man who i don't know at all, and this little kid was paying people to pull funny faces through a window to amuse him, though they didn't know he was there.. and he was somehow making a profit.. but then his parents came so he hid. ODD. then george was hilariously involved, he was in it earlier somehow but in a relatively normal way, then i woke him up when he was sleeping in some odd duvet suit he'd fashioned in the room, into like a hat and a skirt :P. he was a little bit crazy in that dream it has to be said, it amuses me. then emily and i didn't realise it was prom time so i was trying to find stuff to wear while people were queueing up to leave - probably accurately reflecting how prepared i'm going to be next week. but it was funny!
i really shouldn't be blogging right now, it's sunny and lovely outside but i'm slightly wary of sunbathing these days since the horrific back burning. it's a nice tan now but it took like over a week to get there?! FEAR. i suppose i should try and tan my legs though..
i've been stealing books from the rest of my house this morning though, we have loads downstairs i didn't know about. so i've decided to read the communist manifesto, the myth of sisyphus, lorca's trilogy, brodie's report and labyrinths. i had a conversation with my dad last night about weird spanish writings, and how strange borges' stories are, so now i just have to read some :D.
so i'm gonna go, maybe even outside.. then i really need to tidy my room as it's stressing my out completely, then out tonight for drinking fun! i don't think i'll go too mad tonight though, save some fun for friday :D then we should be going out in rugeley on saturday, i'm excited and scared. fun times though!
ah elle just rang, YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY for her last exam :D so i'll be off to town and au parc i think, yay summer and freedom from exams. this shall be a good weekend :D. laters lovelies!

helloo. bit of a random time to be blogging i know but i figure that if i get it out of the way now then i can be productive with the rest of the day. all i've done today is watch the neighbours omnibus, i'm enjoying having no more proper exams left a little bit too much. so yeah, I'M FINISHED. i still have one general studies left but that doesn't really matter so yaaay freedom :D. i don't really know how they went, i'm starting to worry a little bit as i sort of.. haven't thought about them and the more i do, the more mistakes i made and left stuff out and such.. but i think i'll stop thinking about that and assume i got into ucl and be happy :).
i should get a job really, i might go have a wander into all the places with signs up today, there are MILLIONS in town, so yay. but for the moment i'm focusing on getting rid of all the a level crap i accumulated over the last 2 years. all the paper wasteage is shocking, especially from craig. i found an essay i did photocopied three times from here, god knows why. soo glad i don't have any more of her lessons ever again :D.
ahh. i'm glad i soon may have other things going on in my life that aren't exams. having said that, i suppose it's possible that we'll just talk about getting into uni until results day, and then about going to uni or whatever until september.. but no, it'll be fine.
i just heard such a fun cover of bleeding love in the live lounge by the mystery jets - yay.
i suppose i could go and do some more organising, there isn't that much else to say. laters!

the sun don't set in gettysville
the place that i call home
a thousand people walk these streets
but we're still all alone
this city's isolation
like the drug that paves the roads
take the subway uptown
to my mother's place
she's got a thousand friends
but all they know of her's, her face
all alone inside her head
her thoughts begin to race

live it up, live it up they say
live it up, no time to waste your life away

next door to me the ceiling leaks
cracks stretch across the walls
like skeletons of dreams deceased
too brittle to evolve
he lies beneath his plastic sheets
bitter and blind to all
shadows beneath his sunken eyes
now taint all that he sees
like burned and blackened photographs
life's easier a dream
he settles for a cheap escape
forgets all he believed

live it up, live it up they say
live it up, things haven't always been this way

i watched my whole world crumble as i dried my mother's tears
and learned to never stumble as i calmed my father's fears
they say i've seen a lot
they say i'm wise beyond my years
though my castle may have crumbled
i won't face the world alone
the youth has seen the rubble
and we're ready for the load
as this city burns
my generation's shouting in the roads

live it up, live it up we say
live it up, things haven't always been this way

live it up, we better turn this boat around
if we keep on following the gold
someday we are gonna run aground

live it up, live it up we say
live it up, cause now it's in our hands to make a change

i have just eaten half a packet of cinnamon grahams, i'm gonna die. i have 12 units to learn tonight :(. ahh dear.
round here - counting crows, the acoustic piano version. i heard it for the first time in ages last night and it was epic.

hello lovelies, it's been a while. or so it seems, i don't really have any idea how long it is since i last rambled away on here.. ah well ^_^. i'm listening to the braveheart theme which seems to fit with my mentality right now for some reason, maybe summer inspires me. i've never seen the film so i don't know how that fits but whateverrr. so yeah, it was summery today :D. i went for a walk with my mum at like half seven and it was so hot, i was amaaaaazed. plus it like just got dark properly, at 10 o'clock. life is gooooood. i like how i forget every summer is like this, it's a joy every time it comes back around.
so what's new? i've been overly happy for a while now, though it occured to me today that i might be at a normal level of happiness and i'd forgotten what that was like during the stress that came just before exams. i know i'm smack in the middle of them now but i don't seem worried. so maybe i'm always this happy, yay. anyway, it's pleasant. that said, i'm massively unprepared for the two synoptic exams and spanish i have on wednesday and thursday, so i imagine the stress for that will set in soon. i need to get some pro-plus as i'll undoubtedly be staying up all night one day making notes on crime patterns or on robert frost's perspective on life. i really need to read the anthology, preferably tonight as the exam's on WEDNESDAY. oh lord. but yeah enough of that ^_^.
thou spleeny unchin-snouted flax-wench! the site i stumbled across today of shakespearean insults passed a few fun mintutes :P. though JOY i don't have to ever write another essay on hamlet again, waheey. the exam wasn't awful, it wasn't great but i figure i wrote like 14 pages over the two questions so i must have some valid points in there. i like being able to write quickly, it means i can ramble and touch on nearly everything :P. french was.. alright, not amazing but meh, welsh board, and sociology was fine as well, i think, so that's what has led me to my contentness and complacency over the few next week. the harder ones. WHATEVER.
ah i'm so excited about uni and summer, and being able to read books again and having the brain space.. i went on a book search around my house today, we have LOADS of proper good ones, i knew i could rely on my parents being english teachers and all. i'll have to get started sometime after thursday ^_^.
i wanna cut my hair like i do every summer, all short and fun. though actually, i could curl it or do something lovely and fun for prom, and then cut it after that for SUMMERRR. i still need to get shoes and such for prom, i think elle and i need a shopping day soon ^_^. shopping for shoes is so not that stressful, not like proper shopping. yay! ah i hope prom's actually good, it'd be a shame if it wasn't and all. it will be though i'm sure, yay.
anyways i'm in the mood to truly ramble but i'll cut it short as i should really go and read through the pre-release and such.. potential panic but nope, not yet. laters!