just a quick one as i cba to go on my uni blog. i was struck by how appropriate this is:
Choose a college. Choose a bar crawl. Choose stealing traffic cones. Choose daytime tv. Choose living on cheap beer and instant meals. Choose to sniff test clothes to see if they are wearable. Choose sitting up all night writing the essay that you should have been working on for the last three months. Choose being out eveytime the landlord calls around for the rent. Choose blowing all your money on nights out and a new stero. Choose endless parties at strangers houses. Choose falling asleep in lectures. Choose leftover take-aways for breakfast. Choose asking your parents for money. Choose not cleaning the bathroom. Choose doing all the things your parents warned you not to. Choose befriending the class nerd for there notes.Choose a fuck buddy. Choose the cheapest nites out you will ever have. Choose waking up to complete strangers. Choose starting the weekend two days early. Choose bringing dirtylaundry home to your parents. Choose a hot study partner. Choose sleeping around. Choose not to sit beside the ugliest person in lectures. Choose to sleep with the lecturer to get top marks. Choose to get high and talk bullshit.Choose new friends you wont speak to within a year of leaving.Choose a new lover to replace the one you left at home.Choose to increase your alcohol tolerance level. Choose the best time of your life...... Choose your future CHOOSE COLLEGE LIFE
so i haven't blogged for nigh on a month, can you believe that poor form? everyone else has totally quite blogging but i've kind of accepted i can't help them further. sigh. so since i last blogged.. well nothing significant but still a lot has happened. marion came and stayed for like ten days which was joyous, she's so lovely <3. hopefully she'll be back for harriet's birthday in october too so yaay :D. then sarah came after that which led to last week being a crazy random nights in lichfield drunk week which was fun. she hasn't changed really which i'm not going to go into but it was nice in a slightly annoying and exhausting way. her friend laura was sooo lovely too, good times. july was indeed as crazy as i anticipated. so it's now the 6th august, good god. where do the days go?!
the rest of august looks like this: 8th - hair all cut off, lindz's dinner party, running around altering dresses and packing 9th - go to ireland majorly early 13th - wedding 14th - results back in england, miss that (i'll vent my stress presently) 15th - back from ireland, drunken partytime in lichfield 16th - james' birthday, more partytime in lichfield sometime after 17th - london & the completion of summer plans
i can't tell you anything after that as it depends on my exam results really. GOOD GOD. i am SO STRESSED. i know there's nothing i can do about it but that's the REASON i'm stressed, it's out of my control. at least with revision, there was still some time to change things but now i just have no idea how i did or anything, what happens on thursday is going to change the rest of my life?! ARGH. if i don't get into ucl WHAT WILL I DO. just WHAT WOULD HAPPEN THEN. arghhhhhhhhh. :(. anyways today i decided to just power through the stress by drinking a lot of coffee and sorting everything out, i need to tidy and hoover and everything else so hopefully that will keep me kind of occupied. i'm gonna make a summer mixtape maybe too, or at least a playlist. it's fiiiine. so there we are my lovelies, my life. not a lot else to tell you ^_^. laters!
oh lord. i can't get over how i've lost my passport, it's so argh. i'm hoping someone will text me and say they have it but they won't :(. so last night was eventful. i'm so annoying to get drunk with, sorry friends :(. highlights: -telling random people i don't have chlamydia only to prompt the response 'you have chlamydia? unlucky' like fifty times -meeting a random (robbie?) who felt bad saying coon and cunt in front of me because i'm a classy kind of girl with a hint of bristol in my accent -some randoms who used to go to my school shouting 'get your tats out' at me and me shouting FUCK OFFFFFF down a residential street after them -getting given a random drink from a random guy who always buys two drinks so he can give one away and went on to try and fight the bouncer -trying to sneakily get my id from my house so creeping through in the dark, squidge collapsing laughing in my hall just as my dad appeared to see what the hell was going on and her just fleeing the scene leaving me to less-than-soberly explain myself -stealing more books, german novels and the history of social change etc -covering some y12's in lipstick and making them promise to apply to ucl and be my friends -telling the lovely french people that 'les allemands ont occupé la france' -gary allen telling me i've changed a lot in the last few years, and my tits have got bigger for one -standing screaming 'i have no friieeeeends' in the middle of paradise and then dancing away my troubles to ne-yo - 'DANI! IT'S NE-YO!'
that's all that comes to mind. CAN'T BELIEVE I LOST MY FUCKING PASSPORT :(. aanyways. marion's coming tonight! start of ten days of fun, we WILL do things :D. i best go tidy and clean and such. laters.
i'm sad nobody seems to blog anymore :(. weeell really, liz didn't used to and then there was a brief flurry, oz and spanish guy never really did, amo has big gaps in hers.. so elle, why don't you blog anymore?! i don't really have time to do it myself now, i'm late for lindz's.. but marion's coming tomorrow! YAY. i'll certainly blog probably when she's left though, we'll be busy with lichfield adventures before the 22nd :P. gotta go babes, laters!
so i had a dream that i told david cameron to 'FUCK. OOFFFFFF.', and he went 'oh.. i don't think you should be saying things like that..' and made like if i didn't shut up he'd slap me around a bit so i told him if he hit me i'd hit him straight back, and then he backed off :P. FUN. also in that dream i was half swedish and half french and really really thin, and one of cameron's buddies told everyone i was on heroin and i cried, i couldn't help my small frame :(. there was also something involving petrol stations and hiding in morrisons (ie. yesterday) but who knows. i love my dreams ^_^. anyways i just had to record that here in case i forgot, i'm reheally late for the park day cause harriet organised it for a time which i wasn't expecting, AH WELL. i best get a move on. laters!